To whoever that read this.HAA

perhaps i ll be happier to be just a simple player. i tried hard to bring everyone together, the thought of "aiyah, just for a few more months, then we will be stepping down, so just do my part" , it saddens me. i wanted more than that. so, issit attached? or just responsibility? i feel that i am the only one that wants the whole team to be closer. haha. maybe, i shld just give up. well, i guess wad i wanna say is, if u feel attached, want this team to keep in contact, i guess all of us have to do something. haha i dont know wad. talk? post? haha

i am always straight and frank. i dont want to hurt anyone. but when it reached my limit, i ll need to burst. i hate to feel lost, to have no clue why u re treating me this way. but u have no idea how much u affected me. if you want the best for the team, dont show me that attitude, it affects me. i've tried, i am tired. just be good for these few months, or tell me wads wrong. u re too obvious, maybe u can be less obvious.haha i think i ll let go soon. i said all these, cause i care, but if i need to say bye. i will.

perhaps, i am the most fortunate captain among the other captains. its still tough. but still, thanks for the commitment all these months.jane